December 2010
33 posts
new years resolution 2011
No soda
dance more.
perform @ the june showcase
take swim lessons @ the Y, this spring
Take spanish classes. Learn my native language
Workout at least 3-4x a week
Go to Arizona
Go to california
Pass my Oregon DA exam
Take my DA written radiology exam
volunteer at a DA office
Dont always please others
Throw my own party/get together
Spend wisely
Have at least 500 bucks in my account
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i need to be more:
assertive
blunt
stop being nice to others
do what i want
do things that make ME happy
stop pleasing others
holding back from what i really want
talk about what bothers me.
i don't like...
That he:
Hanging with the christian girl.
Planning to hang with people more so girls and I’m not invited. Not even an invite.
asking for permission in a way
communicating w/ that skype girl.
flirtatious
mother expectations
spanish language
christian religion
Not enough one on one time (date)
changing myself to please him
Not being happy, so that hes happy
Hm
I’m tired of feeling annoyed and frustrated over this relationship. Like I don’t know what’s going on. I would think wed always hang out and stuff but we don’t. Kinda frustrating. Sometimes I wanna b single then there r times when I don’t. I just wish things could be easier and run smoother. I know its going to take work and not come natural but still. Kinda feel like...
resolutions 2011
yup starting early theres about 13 days till the yr is over….
be more assertive
communication
Start working out for summer
pay off debts at least 2 credit cards
manage money much better
learn spanish more
be a better person
stand on my own beliefs
